A nothing-much-day. Even my furry- and stuffed- friends agreed.

 

kuzco

Jaap

cats

 

Did the groceries and tried to get all the medicine at the pharmacy, but have to pick up the rest tomorrow. Did get my hormone treatment, so I will start that today. I have erratic birthmarks, and hopefully this hormone treatment will help. I don’t know what to expect. The word hormone, makes me think about, maybe boost my fertility. Cure it, so we can have babies, or maybe boost some muscle.

I know, it gets the better of me.

But I have a follow up in six weeks, to discuss this treatment, because this type of melanoma isn’t usual for skin cancer.  Well, that makes a woman think. Especially a woman who is broken. At least that’s how it feels to me.

When we celebrated new year, I was convinced this was to become a year full of new things to come. I was thinking about maybe buying a new home, getting a new puppy from Kuzco, a new bike for Ramon, a holiday to Italy with good friends, follow new treatment for my illness, and maybe even a big party to celebrate our 12 1/5 year anniversary….

I don’t know….things like that.

But never ever imagined things like, getting a new illness, and a treatment that maybe does wonders to my ovaries.

Ah well, Italy with good friends is happening, and so does a new bike most likely. So that’s two out of a lot of great things, I wish to happen this year.

Not a bad prospect at all.